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Messy room...Hmmm...Where should i start...It seems like over this past 3 years, I really had stored a lot of things in my room, my shelf, my cupboard, below my bed, even the corner of my room, are all packed with things...And rubbish...[sigh] So how? Can somebody tell me where should I start, a disaster is going to take place in my room...Thank you...And I'm lazy...
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“A104226 LAM CHENSHEN lulus…” Really can’t believe I hear that from dean, as I was sitting anxiously, rubbing my fingers, with my cold sweaty palms, looking over to Julian and Hafiz, trying to get some reassurance…Yes, I got it…Finally, I can breath a sigh of relief…5 years of medical school, probably this is what we all have been waiting for. Still remember what a professor told us during my first year, “you are climbing the highest mountain now, you might fall or bump along the way, but don’t worry, get up and keep going, you will reach the highest point at some day”. Well, I have to say, it is not easy, the 5 years is like a battlefield, everyday you have to armoured yourself with knowledge and skills, and be prepared for any questions or tasks thrown to you, and more crucial, be prepared for losing, scolding, or down-grading. (A bit exaggerated, but I think you get what I mean). Anyway, we survive it.

There is really no word can express my gratitude now but only “Thank You”. Thank you to all the lecturers who have taught me and scolded me, to become a better doctor and person. Your dedications had given us the light in our darkest path. Thank you to my study mates, without u guys, my study and reading won’t be so interesting, fun and enjoyable. Thank you to all my friends who had given me the supports which I needed most when I’m down and sad. And of course, thank you to my family members, especially my parents, you are the persons who I can always turn to, who I can always depend on...

This might not be the highest point in our path; there are a lot of challenges waiting for us, every chapters end with a beginning of a new chapter, may all of us have a great new challenging life ahead. And to my dear friends, do keep in touch…love you…
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The first thing I got home was to have myself standing on the weighing machine. As I've promised myself, one of the targets I had set earlier this year was to increase my weight. Being underweight for the past 20++years, I have always trying to increase my weight. My BMI (body mass index) was always under 18kg/m2. I didn’t really mean to offense those who are trying to reduce weight, but I’m really a hard-gainer. Lose weight to me is very easy, but gain weight is like harder than passing an exam. Anyway, after a few months of intensive workout and high-caloric diet, my weight seems to increase “a bit”. Really glad that I've finally gotten into the category of “normal weight”. And my BMI now is 20 kg/m2. However, this is just the beginning. To maintain the weight is another story. And I know in the following few months, my weight will sure drop, as my following posting will be very busy and stressful. Then the whole cycle have to start again. What to do! I can just try as much as possible to carb up myself during this one week holiday before the next big lose...haha...
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Unlike most sci-fi film, "District 9" shows a rather different presentation of alien invasion. Instead of showing high technology weapon of aliens and hostile attack by alien, the aliens were sadly the refugees contained in a place known as District 9 in this film. The director brilliantly making the film in a faux-documentary style which eventually turn into a touching heroic story. Without any big name behind the film, it still definitely have the goods. It reflects on cruel human nature, diversity and some controversial issues, including weaponry trading, illegal experiments, violence, etc. The interesting concept with a captivating backstory had make the film a success. It's not a film with high budget, thrilling special effects, or mass action scene, but the compelling characters had exceed beyond all these. Overall, this is a nice film, and it's really worth watching it.
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There are just 6 more months to my professional exam, the final exam for my whole 5 years of medical degree, and I haven't prepare anything for it. What am I doing? Have been trying very hard to persuade myself to start study but I just can't get rid of the lazy bug in me, somehow my mind will just fight back by giving all the lame excuses, and finally, haven't study anything the whole day. Supposed to be a great weekend for me to start study without any work to do, instead, I end up staying on my bed the whole day, rolling around, playing with my computers, sleeping, and once a while get up and make something to eat, wasting my time doing nothing. So LAZY!!! Hopeless...I think I should locked myself up with just my books,desperate measure. Albert, Albert, go study now la...
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Hai hai, it’s been a “long” time since I’ve last updated my blog…very sorry, shouldn’t have left my pity blog “unattended”…O&G posting had been keeping me busy (excuses,haha!!). The “junior houseman” thing really had made my life upside down. Day work of 7am to 5pm, then on call from 5pm until 7am tomorrow, continue day work the next day until 5pm, this is how they treat houseman, can’t even think of a good night sleep, just to make you feel miserable. Anyway, I did have some good time. It was not as bad as what I thought initially, and I really have learnt a lot as compare to my third year. By the way, my supervisor was NICE. In fact, all doctors in yellow team are nice. And I even had chance to assist in a few surgeries, which to me is very exhausting. The incision is small but you have to stretch and retract it to expose all pelvic organs. Trust me, it needs a lot of energy, and by half way your biceps, triceps, deltoid and brachioradialis (basically most muscles of upper limb) had become fatigue, but you still have to retract it steadily. Pathetically, an assistant job is to suck, dap, cauterize, and retract only, don’t get it wrong. Anyway, really have to thanks all the doctors who have taught me a lot of things, and of course, this includes doctors in Hospital Slim River. For your information, I was posted in Hospital Slim River (somewhere in south of Perak) for 2 weeks, and I like the hospital very much. The doctors and staffs are all very nice and it was not as busy as UKMMC. We all just relax and enjoy there. Finally, the O&G posting had come to an end. What a relieve! But still, it was a fruitful posting…
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At time the world can seem as an unfriendly and sinister place, but believe us when we say there is much more good than bad, all you have to do it’s to look hard enough, and what might seems to be a series of unfortunate events, may in fact, be the first step of a journey


"A Series of Unfortunate Events"


There are a lots of ups and downs in our life, and you might wonder why unfortunate events always happen on you, and you might blame the world why treat you as such. Instead of blaming, why don't you just change your perception, and you might see a better world. Had faith in you, be strong, it might be a long and difficult journey, but don't be afraid, because you have friends to go with you, holding your hand. Cheers!!